逃げる

My mom teased me since I was back that I suffer from JET LAG even if hongkong doesn’t have a time difference from Philippines. HAHAHA She jokes around with that stuff cause I wake up at 2:30pm and sleep at 6am.

I am just really annoyed for the past few days. My eldest brother, who has a family now is staying with us when I came home and my brother’s girlfriend who is younger than me [eugh] is sleeping here too, UNTIL NOW. I don’t know why my parents aren’t doing anything about this. My lola lives here too. God.

Anyway, to add it all up we are all 11 in this tiny house. Dad wasn’t home yet when I came home and basically we ran out of food hahahaha. So mom would buy food and then they would swarm over it until there’s none left for me. Me, the one who really lives here. WTH.

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Then I wake up and try to take a shower but there’s no water. D: It’s normal. There will be water again by 5pm. I just find it annoying that I can’t use water whenever I want to. Today, there’s something wrong with the booster that sucks water to our tank and now it’s complicated to use water.

I hate how I can’t just use water [hot water too] when I want like in hotels. HAHA

Then I’d wake up and there’s nothing to do. I went to SM yesterday to get away from home that IS NOT MY HOME since I’m totally uncomfortable there. I stayed in SM for a while and bought books [The Time Traveler's Wife and The Hunger Games] and I ate at Shabu Shabu at the food court that tasted like Chinese Food. D:

I read at least the first chapter of Hunger Games before I went home. I detoured at A-chan’s place so I can give her her pasalubong from HK.

I guess I’m still not over the routine the HK trip has given me. hahaha

I realized I can live without the internet. HAHAHA

I didn’t miss it at all during the trip. I try to connect my laptop just because I have a laptop. XD It’s ok if I can’t. When there was internet at the hotel we were staying in in Macau I didn’t bother to stay too long. i just want to sign in to be able to contact my mom.

Internet is something that I do when there’s nothing else to do. Therefore I always have had nothing else to do that’s something worth it for me for the past few years. HAHAHAHAHA jk.

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I also realized I really love travelling.

I’ve been asking myself if I hate it. Specially when my ear felt like EXPLODING when I was on the plane on my way to HK. Or when I was feeling REALLY sick in Ocean Park. I’ve always asked myself, do you want this every time I travel? or can I take it? Hahah I know there will be different shits in every tour or anything that has to do with being abroad but I never told myself that I hate it. I only asked myself but in the end I would say [even if I'm still in a bad condition] that whatever bad thing it is, it’s nothing. It’ll pass.

I need to study hard. So I can have a good job and earn loads of money and travel. :B I’d take my friends with me. HAHAHA For now, I’ll join as many PTECHS tour as possible HAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHA

I kind of hate how I can’t have muffins, bread, yogurt, fruits and ham and bacon for breakfast. AHAHAHA

I want to be stuck in a tight schedule. I would rather fall in a slow line in the immigration than be stuck here at home. :]

This feeling will pass.