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I see my classmates when I was in highschool like they’re new people.

I don’t like looking at people’s faces. Or making eye-contact. It’s so awkward.

I realized that I’ve been avoiding to look at them I easily forget their faces.

Maybe it’s also the factor of my eyes being messed up.

Still, I look at their pictures now and wonder, that was them, yes, I can see it. But does it really look like that? Wow.

They were prettier and cool..er. Before they all look the same to me. I only distinguish them with their manarisms or how they act. Now, I really see the difference in their appearances.

It doesn’t have to do with college or anything.

Or how they wear thicker make-ups now than before.

It’s really just the basic shape of their faces and their eyes.

It’s so, cool. :D

It shows personality. I like looking at people’s pictures unless they’re corny and they take pictures of themselves 500x in one setting and one pose.

Their faces show character and it’s fun to figure their personality out through their appearance.

It could may be “practice” for me at least.

My characters give off the same aura. Sarcastic and a know-it-all. Annoying but nice. Helpful and shy. Forced but natural.

It’s so bland. blant…whatever the word is. :/

like eating the same 8 courses for almost 6 days [breakfast lunch and dinner] I crave for something different.

So far I’ve read The Time Traveler’s wife and the Hunter Games.
I love the first one. I laughed at the second one. The second one is really a game INDEED. I can imagine it in playstation. The first one was brilliant. It’s beyond my reach. Like canon mode. It’s cool. I wish I have more books. More money to buy books. More novel lovers to borrow from. More libraries to choose from - or maybe just loiter. whatever. We all get what I mean. I think.